uhm, what…tila tequila is an anti semetic psycho.. If you have any respect for her, please read her views on Hitler and Paul Walker’s tragic death.
Is she even relevant anymore Myspace is dead, and her show was cancelled….
Tila is sitting there like..
Long Story Short:
TILA’s pissed cause only her and Tom are still on Myspace.
You’re going to survive regardless and you are never going to kill yourself, why? Because you are better than that, because you are stronger then this, because you deserve to be happy and happiness is right around the corner if you choose to believe that. So many people genuinely care about you, so many people would be affected by your death. You may feel insignificant and small at the moment, but every action you have done has created a ripple effect onto others lives. Every time you smile at someone, they feel happier, which makes other people smile to. You have so many reasons to be alive and you just need to find them. You are worth more than this, you have been placed on this Earth for a reason, and your time isn’t over. You have people to meet, places to go, children to bring into this world. You’ve have held on for so long and you can keep holding on because you know better than to kill yourself, because all these people who care about you, because there are people around you who cannot live a day without you in their life. Because you are worthy of living; you are stronger than giving up, and you may not believe in yourself, but I do.
Do you seriously believe that vanishing off the face of the earth, will finally make everything better? For you, maybe it will, but for all those people who care about you will feel guilty, they will feel like they did something wrong, they will have to live with the fact that they couldn’t prevent this from happening, they will have to live with that the rest of their lives. Do you really want to hurt all these people that you love? Do you really want to hurt people genuinely care about your well being? All you will be doing is hurting them. So yes, the pain will end for you but your pain will be passed onto everyone else around you. What about when someone finds you? What will happen to them? How will they react to see their child, their loved one, their friend; dead, because you took your own life. They will be in hysterics, what are they supposed to do? Was it their fault? They will think this is some terrible night mare like you think life is right now, but it will be real for them. They won’t want to accept the truth, but they will have to. Who tells your school? You tells your best friends? Who arranges the funeral? Who writes the speeches? Have you ever experienced someone’s death who you were close to? Do you remember how that felt? Because that’s how it’s going to feel for not only your family, but so many people, suicide affects everyone! Even people who never spoke to!
If you have lasted how ever many years that you have toughed it out, why stop now? Why not make everything just that more worth it? Why not make everything that more challenging, by overcoming something that is eating you up inside. Smiling when you feel like total crap? That is proof that you are a strong person. Ending your life will never ever make anything okay. You’re young, you’re too young to feel this way, you have your whole life ahead of you and so many people care. There are always going to be times life get’s to hard and you just want to crawl up into a ball and wish you could just fade away. But you can pull through that, you can pull through anything. We have all been there, sitting at the end of our bed, our eyes becoming so tired from the tears and just so many thoughts running through our mind. And the only solution to fix it all is suicide. But that isn’t the solution.
So please, I’m begging you, don’t take your own life. There are so many other options. So many people care for you, even if you cannot see it. There are so many people that love you, even though they may never say it. You’d want to be proud and look back at how difficult your life was and just think “Wow, I really pulled through that one, I was so strong, I can do anything.” I promise one day you will be happy, I promise that you will smile and it won’t be fake. I promise that you’ll stop hurting, and you will get through your struggles.
You deserve to live, stay strong.